Year of Reflection

An evolution sparked by the outdoors

This year, I've spent so much time in silence thinking about and reflecting on where I've landed in life. I have so much to be grateful for and I also recognize how privileged and lucky I am.

I spent time trying hairstyles I've never worn -- big fan of 3 buns. Cooking new types of foods. Learning to prune plants. And finding joy in cleaning my home.

Most profoundly, though, I've spent more time outdoors than I ever have in my life. I exchanged hours in front of a computer monitor for a panoramic view of water, mountains, and trees.

Living this way has given me an awareness about myself and this earth that is hard to put into words. It has helped us to connect with our neighbors and community on a more human level. And it's helped me recalibrate my expectations for what is really urgent in life.

I've spent invaluable time with my kids and husband, and so much of it has been outside. We have been able to work through some challenges in how we communicate, and have honest talks about our differences in parenting. It's never easy, but I am proud of how well we work together as a family.

After a year of feeling lost and directionless, I finally feel excitement about the idea of building a career that gives me more flexibility to do what I love. I want to explore how I can use my skills and natural gifts in a way that doesn't compromise values and priorities.

What that means exactly is still TBD, but I am listening and trying to find a way. There are bound to be ups and downs, and I will most certainly share those as I find my footing.

Any wisdom that you have from transitioning careers or building your own business??